Because many many many many people have been complaining that I'm updating my blog with stuff that they don't understand and plus, I'm very very very very free right now, I'm going to update about my Cameron trip with 12 other sam pat creatures. Owh, I'm the most normal among all anyway.

Supposedly, we need to get 20 people to go for this trip but after Sonia and Kathy's endless effort to get more people to go, we only got 14 people to go. Since Ying Ji couldn't make it last minute, we ended up going as a group of 13 people. In other words, I'm trying to say that we have to pay more per person. LOL

Weird creatures who love to act cute include: Kathy, Kai Jun, Ying Bin, Jason, Xue Yuan, Yu Chen, Sonia, Vin Nie, Jun Jun, Siong Yee, Young Han, Ee Jane.

So, nothing much happened during the journey to Cameron except that Jason and Sky Didi sang with their 'beautiful' voice and caused the rain to fall. Can you imagine how good is their singing? As good as frogs? Nah, much better than frogs lah.






Went to Robinson Waterfall and Sonia kept insisting that we are staying at the old house over there. No one believed though. Then, we went to our apartment before going to Pasar Malam at night. I miss the strawberry fried ice. I don't know why but the more I walked, the fuller I got. I believe that I could be thin if I stay in Cameron for half a year. HAHAHA. Anyway, went for steamboat at night but I got stomach ache at the wrong time. :(


 









And it was Kai Jun a.k.a my Papa's birthday on 20th June. So we celebrated his birthday after 12am. We wanted to wake him up after he's asleep but he's too energetic to sleep. He was still so active when we were all feeling sleepy already. The best thing to do was to make the guys 'rape' him on the sofa while Kathy took the cake out from the fridge. And many things happened after that; I should not mention it here.
 * Koff koff *




I miss playing "Angels & Demons" all night. :)

I couldn't sleep all night. I mean in that 2 hours. (5-7am)
Alarms of weird noises started ringing non-stop.
Thanks to those pigs who slept at the living room. LOL


Gay-gay. xD

Then, we went for breakfast and Rose Farm. Endless camwhore over there, as usual. Then, Strawberry Farm where nobody went in to see. We skipped Butterfly Farm and went to Bee Hive Farm instead. We played Malaysia's largest indoor maze and got ourselves a BIG keychain! xD








 

 



Owh, I miss the tea farm now.
I miss the quite-cold-ness in Cameron.
I miss the midnight game.
I miss the time we spent there.
 :(







 
Sonia and Vin Nie, we'll miss you both.
Nice knowing you two!
♥


--faith and freedom comes together--

I'm running out of patients cause I can't believe
What the hell I'm hearing
And speaking of hell
It don't compare to this heat that I am feeling

I love you too much
It shows, all my emotions go
Out of control
When I can hardly see
From the tears that flow

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
Cause ladies take it in
And get comp oh oh oh sure
Before I lose it get composure
I am gonna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
Cause ladies take it in
And get composure
Ladies never lose composure

Not gonna lie
Or even try
You've got my wheel spinning
And I ain't the one to show
The gun, cause that means you will be winning

Seems as though I've been updating my blog with lyrics but there's no proper post. I find lyrics helpful in updating my blog though; they explain my feelings so well. =]

Anyway, I had been thinking a lot for the last few days. In fact, I was thinking too much and I felt so lost after that. I'll just be emotional after that. I know that would happen but sometimes, human just do things unconsciously [most of the time, according to Sigmund Freud.LOL]. But I do think it's normal at this stage of life according to Erikson's theory: the Identity vs. Role Confusion state. Forgive me, my mind is filled with Psychology because I'm taking the last test this Wednesday. I hope it will be the last because I don't want to take the fourth test, if possible. Cutting the crap off, I found the answer to all my doubts yesterday night. So, I found my identity instead of being role-confused! Double yay~

"Sometimes I really don't know what to do in hostel. I'm always bored."
"Go pak toh lo."
"Got no one to date."
"Simply find someone to date then."
"I think the guys in this entire world won't be enough for me."
HAHAHAHA.
-Just a random conversation between my Mummy and I-

It's Daddy's birthday tomorrow.
Father's Day will be next week.
That means I'd be broke by next week.
And I've decided not to go for the Cameron trip.

Event coming up next: ADFP Night.

-faith and freedom comes together-

 I asked people, "Can I give up?"
They said...
No, because I believe that you could do it.
No, because you will be happy when you'd gone through everything.
No, because you might lose out many opportunities that you could have.
Yes, because I'm just playing. =.=

There are many more reasons that people gave me.
I was really confused yesterday night.
And now I think I know what I want.
Thanks everyone, who have helped me to go through the confusion state.
I appreciate it. :)



I finally got to meet with Linda and my dear Sheh Yee yesterday after such a long time. It might be a really short time but I'm happy enough. Although I got frozen in the cinema, I'm still glad. Thanks dear for fetching me! :) Next date would be our anniversary of don't know what;18th June. No matter what, we need to go out that day. I don't care! HAHAHA.

And this week, I had only two hours of class but I did not go back home. Why? All because of the Concerto thingy. I'm damn proud of myself that I stayed in sauna Akasia for four nights; it's the longest that I have stayed during this semester. But I still have no idea how are we going to finish the costumes and the backgrounds on time.

ADFP Night is next week and I did not buy a new dress this time because I'm lazy to get one. I go shopping for casual clothes that I could wear anytime at anywhere but I don't bother looking at the prom night dresses. Geez. I said I bertaubat for not shopping yesterday. I really didn't buy anything yesterday! Because I didn't see anything nice. HAHAHA. Counted as bertaubat also lah.

Psychology Test on Monday.
I'm done reading them.
Whee...!!!


Kathy, this reminds me of you. HAHA


-faith and freedom comes together-