"As long as you're young in the inside, it doesn't matter if you look old in the outside."

I guess that doesn't apply for my current condition.

About two years ago, someone said I was childish. I thought it was not a problem at all because I didn't even think I was childish at that time. I didn't define the way I acted as childish, never. Well, I didn't know how it feels to be in the other person's shoes after all. I guess I was really immature at that time; I did things that I thought it was perfectly fine because I never knew how annoying it really was, until I can rationally see things from that person's perspective.

Right now, I clearly understand those feelings. It was undeniably my fault back then but I didn't apologize for what I'd done. As I've mentioned earlier, I thought I was right. Why would I even have the thought of having to say sorry for that, right? 

So, to that particular person (I'm sure you know who you are if you're reading this), I'm sorry for being childish before this. I know you'd been really patient with me back then but I didn't know. Forgive me, alright? 

Some of you or most of you might be thinking what is wrong with me, but seriously, I'm fine. What's making everything seems abnormal is that I grew up too much within these 7 months. It seems like it was not a very long period of time but I've changed so much that I myself, couldn't believe either. You may take this as nonsense, but I don't really care; it's just the truth.

I know I've typed like 2576 words (Okay, I didn't count that; it's just some random numbers) but I can actually summarize them all using just 3 words.

 I have changed.

-faith and freedom comes together-

  

I know it's been a while since I updated my blog, but don't worry, I'm still alive. It takes time to finish up a blog post; this post wasn't written within a day. Yes, I'm in the US now and life's been treating me well so far, minus off the hectic part of studying over here and also the injuries/cuts/bruises I made to myself. I know what you're thinking but no, I'm not that dumb to attempt suicide. LOL. Anyway, Bloomington / B-Town is great so far because we can cross the road anytime we want without being banged or honked. We have lots of variety in terms of food other than Western food. We have Asian cuisines like Chinese, Japanese, Thai, Indian, Korean, and whatever you could think of. The main point here is that there are some located really near to our apartment. Not forgetting, College Mall too. But it always reminds me of the time in Sunway Pyramid, Midvalley and so on~

& the smart me actually cut my finger when I opened the door at one of the halls. You know, that kind of metal door, which you have to push a bar before you could push the door open. I have no idea how did I pushed that bar with my finger in between, and made my hand to bleed non-stop when I was actually rushing to another hall for the next class. I thought it's like those cuts you get from paper-cut, but when I looked at my hand, it's full of blood. =.= I had no choice but to run to the next hall, fly to the toilet in order to wash away the blood. I don't want people to see me as a murderer. >.< But it's way better now. =]

I don't want to talk so much about studies here because it is something less pleasant to talk about; when you have to sleep late and still wake up early in the morning to attend classes and you got to wait for the bus early in the morning in such a cold weather, in which the temperature dropped to 1C on Monday and after four days of Fall, it turned back into Summer's weather and that is why so many people get sick and that is why I said it is a less pleasant topic to talk about and yeah, that's it. Okay, I know I still made a paragraph out of it but hey, most of them were more on weather than studies.

I love my bed the most when it's cold.
Hehe.

I don't really know what else to update about. Oh yeah, photos; they are always being updated in Facebook instead of my blog over here. So, there'd be way moreeeee photos up there than in here. Well, that's the main point of having a Facebook account right? I know you people always stalk the others in Facebook. LOL. Back to topic, Facebook would do the picture talking and blog would do the wordy talking, which people would favor this less compared to the picture talking; picture speaks a thousand words. So, there are less updates here compared to Facebook. Anyway, I will still try my best to update my blog more. =]

The Places we'd been so far were Lake Monroe, Hilltop Garden and Anderson Orchard for apple/pumpkin picking. They are all awesome places. We'd been going out less because we're running out of places to go. Remember that we don't have a car to go to places which are far away from our place.

We may have heterosexual, homosexual, bisexual but I'm somewhat more special;
I'm a nonosexual now.
I'm sorry, but I loved you.
LOL at me, shoot me, kill me.

 I miss Char Kuey Teow all of a sudden.
Just being random, but I really miss it.

But I miss my family the most.
They are the ones who would support you no matter what happens.
They are the ones who would love you unconditionally.
They are the ones who could give you a reason to live and stay strong.
That's when I couldn't imagine myself without Skype.

내가 준 상처 아물었는지,미안해 아무 것도 해준 게 없는 나라서
Owh, it actually turned out to be such a long post.
Till then, take care!
♥

-faith and freedom comes together-